Last night my mom was putting me in bed and she said "Stephanie never changed the sheets this week", as I said in yesterday's post that she won't do any of my laundry anymore or he won't do my showers either. I feel bad for Stephanie because she needs to do every thing and my mom won't take me shopping she says that's in Stephanie's job to do it. I am so excited to get out of this house no one is happy here and the enemy lives here too and my mom is even rude to Lacy too and it's not fair to her either and it make me ad when she does that. I wish that he would want to take me out, and next Sunday is the Finnish fair and going there reminds me of all the memories of my dad and I. I love the Finnish chocolate they sell there, it' better than American chocolate, and of course being the chocolate queen that I am I love it. Last night my mom was watching 20/20 and they were talking about 9/11/01 and there was one story these 4 girls lost their dad and every day they still think of him and even writing about it, it brings tears to my eyes I miss my dad when he was alive everything was better. My dad held the family together and now it's all falling apart.
When I go down to the library I forget that I am disabled and I like to get out of the house I take my fill in puzzle and look for new books, I got a true story yesterday at walmart the boy got hit by a car and every one thought that he died and two weeks later he came out of his coma. When I saw it, I got so many goose bumps so I am going to bring that too with me. I am so thankful that the library is open on Saturday's there is nothing to do here. While I was at the library I saw someone who I use to work with at the arc with and she was telling me how all the clients miss me, so she said on Monday she's going to have them go to the director that they want me back. I would ask of Stephanie to come with me, and she could help them out too. When I was there I always forgot my disabiltiies and my wheelchair left too so I really need to go back there and help them out. It made me feel good how she said that they all miss me and at least I am needed some where, around here I'm needed.
While I was at the library my mom made Finnish coffee bread and when I came home she asked me if I wanted to go to Maiju's to drop it off so I did. Hailey and Ella my nieces they love putting the ramp up and down and they always fight over who is going to do it. When Aniika and Jeffery Miia's kids they also fight over who is going to put the lift up and down but it's cute because I know they love to help. It is good that they are around me, the pastor at Horizon my church that I go to his daughter wants to come a pca and she's only 12 and she knows what she wants to do already and it amazes me. It's amazing how these young girls already know what they want to do in life. But it's good that they already know that they want to help out the disabled, and they are that young.
Please keep my niece Siira in prayer she's 21 and she drinks so much and it's crazy how all these young girls they drink and they think that's all to life. The last time that I drank was in 2008 at shake a leg and after then I have no desire to drink and when I see beer in the fridge it make me sad. At Suvi and Brad's wedding lat October the enemy was telling me "one drink won't hurt you" and I kept ignoring the enemy. It was hard in January because first Siira told me that she was moving back to Florida then a week later Chris broke up with me and the funny thing is that they both came into my life September 2009 and left January 2011 I guess God only has people in our lives for a season. Just like Dale's season was up last summer and my mom doesn't understand that God only has people in our lives for a season. I miss Dale, we liked going to barns and noble and doing fill in puzzles and Stephanie doesn't like going to barns and noble but I go there once a week and when I am there I forget that I am disabled. But Siira needs allot of prayer she doesn't like her job and she loves to drink and I added her onto facebook and when I messaged her she ignored me and that hurt, she's changed allot and since she moved back to Florida her whole life is parting and drinking and she doesn't like going to work and it' ad.
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