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Tuesday May 15, 2005 

This my day number 4 without sleeping, my mom got mad at me how went out on Saturday and its getting frustrating too. I just wanted her to spend a little more time with me but she always needs Jorma. When ever I go into a rehab place I know that Nancy is going to tell me "you should have not told your mom to spend time with with you". But that's all I want from my mom and no one in my family understands that all and I wish they would.

My mom came by this afternoon and I told her that I'm not going out anymore and she said to the nurse I always tell her to be careful" I know that she loves me. I have a feeling that Steph is going to quit because she's dealt with all things, such as my showers and my laundry.  

It's so frustrating when the nurses come in at these awful time, I would just fall asleep and then they come in. So do these doctors. I am not looking forward of going to rehab because than Nancy will come in and tell me these things, last summer she said "you shouldn't be making all these trips to ER and calling 911". But this trip to the hospital wasn't useless, one minute I was driving on the side walk and the next minute I was on the ground. someone called my friend Beth she called Jessie from church and before I left Leominster Jessie came by and wished me luck

One good thing that comes from my mom is that she bought me reese's peanut butter cups, she does pray with me before she leaves. She told me that the few nights that I haven't been home Lacy is looking for me, Dawn and Steph they told me to call Ann my dds worker tomorrow, because I don't want to go back home. My mom will ignore me and she won't take me out, she's so busy with her life. I really don't want to go back there she doesn't like how I take the strong pain meds and nothing seems to please her and it gets very frustrating too!

Next Thing You Know (Thirteen)
Matthew West

I remember when I was thirteen
I saw a picture on my TV screen
The Reverend Billy Graham and the people sing “Just As I Am”
And I felt like You were talking to me

And the whole world seemed to fade away
Until I heard my mother say
“Son, are you ok? Do you wanna pray?
And that became the hour I first believed

Chorus:
And next thing you know
I'm high and flying, next thing you know
My heart is in Your hands, next thing you know
There is no denying, next thing you know
I'm a brand new man

Well I wish I could say I always stayed right there
And I did until my freshman year
But the world was pulling me along way from thirteen
And You were calling but I didn't hear

Still I knew there was something more
So one day my knees hit the dorm room floor
I said “If You're there and if You really care
Come and talk to me like I was thirteen”

Chorus:

I Got a picture in my head today
Of how Heaven might look someday
I see the people there so I pull up a chair
And their stories they blew me away

‘Cause I can see it on every face
Their evidence of grace
And as I listen it occurs to me
Everybody's got their own thirteen

(2X's)
So what's your story about His glory?
You gotta find your place in the history of grace

Monday's May 14th, 2012 Post

I am able to type but I have an iv and its not easy type, it scared me  when how one minute I was at the hospital  

Saturday May 13, 2012 

Hi. This is Minna's friend, Dawn. Minna is in the emergency room as I type this. She had a seizure today while walking over to the library. While in the seizure she crashed her power chair and it flipped over. She broke her lower leg but otherwise has minor injuries. She is awaiting to hear from the doctors on treatment. They are considering surgery and will admit her to the hospital. I am very upset that no one is with her. Her mom, Jorma, her sisters, and her PCA are at home and refuse to come to the ER. Please pray that the hand of God comforts her in this disparaging time. I am in another state and unable to go to her so I will send thoughts and a shoulder to lean on. That is all the information I have at this point. She is in a lot of pain and the medication the doctors are giving her is not working. Please pray her pain can be managed quickly and be maintained. Leave her comments as I know it would lift her spirits to read them once she is well enough to. ~Dawn