1 day in rehab

I slept so good, at first they didn't have all my meds but once they did I fell asleep. They nurses don't mind re positioning me, one nurse already knows what I want so I doing need to ask her:). This morning the cna came and got me dressed & she saw "3:16" I told her what it meant & she is a born again Christian too :). There is nothing to do here, the nurses are busy I don't like their food my mom is with my aunt and Jorma at umass.
The pt got me up in a chair and since my mom had to go to umass with Jorma and my aunt she wasn't able to bring my power chair. It gets so annoying too, I did call Ann and let her know that I do want to work Monday-Thursday, she said that I can get PT there too. I want to help lower functional disabled people and I want to work at the cancer center, Nancy said that would be good for me to help out the cancer patience. If I ever hear "I can't do this" I can tell them that I am 29 years old and it saved my life so it can save their lives too. I know my mom won't like me volunteering because then she'll loose the hours, but I really do want to volunteer and help others too it would make me feel allot better about myself
My body is stressing me out, it doesn't give me a break. Tomorrow I am going to see my orthopedic and I'm telling him the casts that he put on me they are really hurting me allot. They weigh so much and their getting really annoying, my hips and knees hurt allot too. The nurse who cleaned me up tonight she even agreed they weighed way too much. I am so frustrated, it takes a toll on me but at least here they don't wake me up so many times a night.
Today my social worker came by and she was talking about a discharge plan for me. My mom said "what if her current power chair doesn't fit?" Now I need to look for a new pca because I have a feeling that Steph is already quitting, she getting married July 18th so she needs the money. So I emailed Jessie from my church I want a older pca I don't want to go home because I'm sick of the rejection from my mom I do love her but I need more human interaction.
Grace Tells another story
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They say don't waste your time You simply cannot find an ounce of good within the heart of man
they say we've got to lay in the bed we've made and live this life without a second chance but
I'm inclined to say there must be something more.

[chorus]
We've been told that the heart is just too far gone to save but grace tells us another story
Where glory sends hopelessness away oh grace tells us another story.

They say we cannot change there is no other way get used to it cause this is all there is they
say don't raise your voice cause we don't have a choice we're dealt this hand so learn to live
with it well i have to believer there must something more. [back to chorus]

And though we may not understand why You'd give us another chance we praise You who lets us
start again. [back to chorus]