I got a new phone

It's raining and all day yesterday I was spasming, Dale use to say that they didn't need a weather man because they had me. When ever the weather changes my body spasms more, I was in so much pain yesterday. It gets frustrating being me with the spasms and other things that I go through. I really want to go back to the arc and help them out, when I was doing that I forgot I was disabled and my pain wasn't bad and I wasn't focused on my pain and spasms, but when I'm doing boring things that's when I am focused on my pain & disabilities.
I got a new metro pcs phone my mom gave me money for it. It's like the iPhone, I just need to buy a sim card and I can have all my music on it, my ipod is small and I wouldn't want to loose it. When I go out I wouldn't want to loose my ipod, the streets here are horrible and their bumpy I like my new phone, I just got to add everyone in there. Tomorrow at church I will tell people there to send me a text or call me. My old phone I couldn't text on it good and it was a pain to use but on my new phone it's a touch screen and it's easier for me to use, I bought a hook and case for it, it's a red phone so I bought things to match it. I am thankful that my mom gave me the money, she's allot nicer when Jorma isn't here. It's so peaceful here without Jorma and I wish that he would go find his own apartment and live there and he can date my mom.
Tomorrow when I go to church I am going to ask if anyone knows any single guys, I am sick of being single. I thought that Matt wanted to be more than friends but he just wants to be friends. I want to start dating again, I miss being with someone. I want someone close and who loves Jesus but also will see past my wheelchair & disabilities too. I am more than my wheelchair, today at the mall I saw a disabled guy. I was telling his mom how the world thinks that people who are disabled think we're not smart and how I am going back to college and become an advocate for disabled people and I saw this lady smiling behind them. So I think she was even happy that I'm going to stick up for disabled people. But I really want a boyfriend who will take me out and who lives close to me and who will take me places. I miss spending time with a guy, when I was with Chris we would hang out but then he changed and he won't tell me what I did but oh well it's his loss.
I like seeing the people at church I remember one Sunday I was really upset and the pastor came and told me that I am doing a good job and he's impressed how I still go to church even though I am in this much pain. I learned it from my dad, he taught me how to live and he would be proud of me. I still live and I go do things that a normal 28 year old does, if it wasn't for him then I don't know where I would be. He taught me so much even though he was so sick. I am still his chocolate queen, I bought more chocolate today I would have bought allot more but my candy dish is full. When Jorma comes back from Finland he's going to bring me Finnish chocolate, I like Finnish chocolate allot better than American chocolate, God must tell my dad every time I buy chocolate "there goes your chocolate queen" and he probably gets a good laugh. I love chocolate and for American chocolate I like Hershey Bars, Dove, Kit Kat's. My niece Ella was watching tv with Maiju and they saw a cemericial for dove chocolate and Ella said "Minna always has those!" when Ella comes here she always wants chocolate and it's cute.